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Tuesday, 20 January 2009ok...today went out to buy new year clothes with angela!hahas!shop for three hours and only got two sets of clothes.. hahas!how pro am i.. hahahaha! today,shared with angela something in which that had worried me since sunday.. lets name him as X. X is someone which i know for about three months. recently,we have too much close contact,eg,messages,calling at abot 11+ at night. and recently when X says good night to me X will name me as 'princess' HAHAS! so funny lar. i dont know if it was me that mistook him or what. but i hope that he will not misunderstood that i like him cos i always cared about him. my actions was just merely because that i feel sad that he had such a family background.. X is a not so fortunate people that has lots of family problem.and he smokes....blabla. last time i mentioned i hate people that smokes. and yesterday X messaged me that he will persevere to stop smoking. i hope that its not the case.quiting smoking is of your health and not bcos of people o wat. nextly,,,these few days my messages had rush up to the kind that i had before the breakup. or what should i says,it exceeds the number of messages. and he kept asking me of what am i doing now,,,blabla. i simply dun like this feeling...rah... and today X asked me to accompany him to buy things.. and i need to make up lies to turn down the requests.' i dun like! there's lots of reason why i cannot... firstly,i really have no feel. secondly,we are of different religious.this will leads to loads of problems. thirdly,our aspects of views towards things may vary sometimes. fourthly,i am not so great that i will change my religious bcos of you. lastly,i am not going to accept any relationship unless i dun love him anymore i dun no wats the right way to reject you. you are someone that i dun wish to hurt.. i know how deep is hurt can lead to.. and i dun wish to break our friendship. can someone teach me wat the next step should i do. haiz... anyway,new year's coming.. wishing all my viewers a very happy chinese new year!<33 - froze in time on 6:52:00 pm
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